short summary jumping to today

so,what about life???
Konsti and Adrian left the farm cause there was no more jobs for them in here and they wanted to become surfers jajajajaja,they will try atleast xD.I think this is my 2nd week living alone,first day it was crap, the house felt so fking empty and sadly I don't have enough clothes to do a big mess so it looks more "crowded",but looking into the bright side,I'm learning from myself, I have alot of time just to think about every stupid or not thing that cross my mind. I won't say it has been a awesome time,but I like it, it's exactly what I need...
My talent began to appear(finally ¬¬') so now I'm breaking stuff,loosing stuff all the time, 4 days ago I broke a waterpipe that came from a pressure tank,I was rolling the pipe out to a side of the paddock, I looked to where the pump and pressure tank were, and I saw that there was water coming out damn!!!!it's leaking as I ran towards the pressure tank,stand in front of it and ofcourse I moved the pipe a little,and the stupid thing just blew off in my face,I got totally soaked and Michael had to take the pressure tank to town to get it fix.....
I have done a lot of fencing with Joy,got kicked by the fences a lot specially the day before yesterday,I got dizzy with a fence,I was damn strong the kick and obviously has one kick ain't enough I had to get a second one,so I could be sure,that the wire was hot xD.
Yesterday was my day off,and I went to Dargaville with Joy(he was going to Whangarei to a course of "smart milking"),we spoke the whole trip to town. Talking with him I made me realize how lucky we're....u never know who they really are....it was shoking I must say,he is a tremendous guy,funny,cheerfull and I could never imagine all his background
So I spend most of the day in Dargaville,I tried to find some good book to read,cause the one I had, I ain't enjoying it too much. Freaking little town has 2 bookshops(craaaaaaaazy small,with I would say luckly a 100 books,crap!). For a strange reason I found myself in front of the library and though what the hell maybe I find something good..... Indeed!,I found a book I would never expect to find in Dargaville's Library xD, Paul Of Dune(LEGEN......DARY!!!!!),so obviously I spend the rest of the day just reading the book,it's soo cool to read a Dune story again,and specially this one!.
Today(Thursday 16) it rain like hell,I even got my underwear soaked!!!,but it's kinda cool to have some rain,Michael was freakingly happy about it so it was nice to see him in a good mood,he even took Ferro(other dog,Michael says it's stupid,but I love that dog it's too damn funny!) who was running through all the paddocks hunting flyes.
So what about life?
I have though about it....
cleared my mind,there are still some clouds,but I hope
I can reach the clear sky.

I have all of u with me
my country knows no flag,
it resides in every one u
and it grows inside me.